Tyler, Sitting in my office today, I’m thinking about that time I caught you talking in your sleep at grandma and pap’s about the daddy-long-leg spiders and how they were all over you. This incident, is to this day, so funny that I will never forget it. I wish so much that you were here to still rant like a crazy person in your sleep. I’m deeply sad that you, Caitlin, Adria, and I don’t have a future together. It crushes me in ways I could never explain; and if I stop to think about it too long, it’s overwhelming. There still are no right words to say, and I don’t think there ever will be. You are loved by this family so much, and your loss has left a gigantic hole that will never be repaired. I miss you, I love you, Ashton